and i love you too anonymous, however that is easy for me to say because you, technically, aren’t an actual person whom i can see etc. affection is a strange concept to me, and i find affection really hard to show and that sucks but i can’t see it changing anytime soon
is it wrong that i laugh at people that - on tv or in films - say i love you? its just that i know it doesn’t exist, at least not in that sense. in my opinion, love is simply the needing to be wanted and the wanting to be needed, once that person fulfils these requirements, love is no longer sustained
idk i’m rambling and you were trying to be nice so, thank you anon, and i like you in abundance also
ϟ i have come to realise that, no matter how hard i try, i will never understand why my parents do what they do
if it really is because they love me then love sucks and i never want anything to do with the damn thing